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No.
Just don't.
You don't have the right to
Play Victim

Like you've never done anything to me.
Why do you think we are in this situation anyway?

Don't you dare
DARE
Play that crap with me.

Do you think that's the way to win me back?
Because now I'm not only
Upset
And lost
And confused
And going through some sort of serious crisis
But now
Now

How do you think I feel?

This is not how to make it better.
This made it worse.

I love you.

Always.

But I dont know how to do this-
No one will tell me what to do

So stop
Look at what I've done

You know how some people have doubts
And everyone thinks
"Well if she's thinking it now"
Don't you feel that way?
Well, if I'm doing this now
Again

You are a complication
That I can't afford to keep

You make me question
Everything
My life
My thoughts
My everything

You will always be my everything

Numb.
It's just crap.

You stopped talking.

You did this.

Thanks.
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It is
7:29
in the evening
and
I don't know
how I am going to make it
through the next
five minutes.
It has been
two minutes
and I already
have started to cry.
I have tried
so hard
so hard
to stop
but I just do not know how
to make all of
these tears
disappear.
Make it through
one more minute,
one more -
But why?
Why do I
have to try?
Why do I
have to stop?
Why is it my job
to be okay
when it is so
damn
obvious
that I am not okay?
I do not
even know
what the hell
I am supposed to do now.
So I ask you,
after another minute,
another minute,
I ask you,
my strangers,
my nobodies,
I ask you,
what am I supposed to do
when I do not know
what I want
and what I need
and what I feel
because it is
too hard
to remember how to feel
anymore.
Another minute.
Another minute.
It is
7:37
in the evening
and
I
I
I do not know,
do not remember
who I am-
what I am.
How am I supposed
to make it
another minute,
another minute?

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huntingskies Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the Favorite!
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Arsonyc Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2014
You are very welcome
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huntingskies Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Also thank you for the watch!
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Arsonyc Featured By Owner Jul 3, 2014
You are very welcome. I like your art. I also like to keep looking at my beautiful elf for he is high class, that Varyen. xD
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droppingdaisys Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the faves Heart 
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