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I don't understand.
I don't understand.
I don't understand.
The words playing over and over.
Wracking my memory.
Tarnishing my soul.
Devouring my life.
I don't understand.
What life?
This life?
This thing of ceaseless torment.
I sit in a meadow;
Perfectly cut
Perfect green grass
Whispering in my ear that it's time to go.
Shhh little grass,
I like it here. It's quiet and nice.
Nothing is complicated.
It's nice.
My head is singing.
I don't understand.
Over and over and over and over
Until my ears run red
And my cheeks are pruned
And my hands vibrate like a massage gone wrong
I can't breathe.
I can't think.
The sun casts little shadows across the meadow.
It's funny how some things
Never change.
And then they do.
Red splashes through the air.
Slow.
I watch it move forward as it inches,
Crawls ahead
And finally lands.
I don't understand.
Why do I hurt so much?
Slowly I have been dissolving into
nothingness.
I can feel it.
I can feel it eating at me.
Eating me away.
Nothing left of me.
I don't understand.
It falls.
Stains.
Red staining green.
It's like Christmas.
I smile because Christmas is nice too.
But the red is not Christmas.
Red stains.
Ruins.
Ruining the perfect meadow.
I don't understand.
I don't understand.
I don't understand.
I don't understand.
I don't understand.
The words playing over and over.
Wracking my memory.
Tarnishing my soul.
Devouring my life.
I don't understand.
What life?
This life?
This thing of ceaseless torment.
I sit in a meadow;
Perfectly cut
Perfect green grass
Whispering in my ear that it's time to go.
Shhh little grass,
I like it here. It's quiet and nice.
Nothing is complicated.
It's nice.
My head is singing.
I don't understand.
Over and over and over and over
Until my ears run red
And my cheeks are pruned
And my hands vibrate like a massage gone wrong
I can't breathe.
I can't think.
The sun casts little shadows across the meadow.
It's funny how some things
Never change.
And then they do.
Red splashes through the air.
Slow.
I watch it move forward as it inches,
Crawls ahead
And finally lands.
I don't understand.
Why do I hurt so much?
Slowly I have been dissolving into
nothingness.
I can feel it.
I can feel it eating at me.
Eating me away.
Nothing left of me.
I don't understand.
It falls.
Stains.
Red staining green.
It's like Christmas.
I smile because Christmas is nice too.
But the red is not Christmas.
Red stains.
Ruins.
Ruining the perfect meadow.
I don't understand.
I don't understand.
I don't understand.
Literature
This is love
In this empty room
We stand together
In silence
In the darkness
Our shattered hearts
Bleeding together as one
While the blood runs
Through our cold skin
This is what love is like
Two broken people
Sharing their pain
Merging their empty souls
We forget about the world
Because we live in a world of our own
United as one
In an illusion of happiness
Literature
If I Could Send Post-It Notes Back in Time
i.
No matter how many times the world
says to “be yourself”
it will never accept you
when you are.
ii.
You’re on your own. Always.
iii.
Admit to yourself that you lie.
You don’t have to make it
a point of conversation with others
because most will not understand
nor love you regardless,
even though they do it too,
but admitting it to yourself
opens the door for growth and that
is very important.
iv.
There will be a boy who you find
sitting next to you in a library one day
and he’ll eventually ask you to do something.
Say no.
v.
The road to hell may be paved with good intentions
but remember
Literature
mother knows best
I'm sorry for the bumpy ride,
I know nine months in a U-haul's
not exactly living the dream.
But soon, soon you can unpack
your bags, stretch your cramped limbs,
blink those baby-blues and for once-
see something besides my heart
and soul. Because I was never the
beautiful; inside and out type.
(still, i've never tried harder for anyone else)
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